My Distorted Reality

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I do NOT promote eating disorders, self harm, suicide, or anything else that can harm you. I will NEVER give tips on how to starve, purge, cut, commit suicide, or anything of the like.

Height: 5'5 CW: 129 lbs

GW1: 115 lbs GW2: 100 lbs

UGW: 90 lbs

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Arcade Fire - neighborhood #2

Posted 2 days ago With 0 notes

Recovery is fucking worth it. I promise.

Posted 2 days ago With 6 notes

Tagged: #recovery

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stillathomehere:

reassures:

You lost interest in me as fast as I lost my breath when I first saw you.

wow, this hurt to read…

Posted 2 days ago With 21,690 notes

cisphobicqueer:

embrace your body hair. shave your body hair. do whatever the fuck you want with your body hair. but don’t listen to others about your body hair. because it’s yours. and they can fuck off. 

Posted 2 days ago With 992 notes

showmyspine:

The beauty of Eating Disorders.

I have been bulimic now for about 7 years, and this disease is killing me from the inside and on the outside. I’ve purged up blood before, but never as much as I experienced today. The amount of blood actually shocked me. I have almost no hair left, and the hair which I still have has thinned out. My teeth are all rotten. I can’t drink cold drinks. I can’t drink hot drinks. I can’t eat hard, crunchy things. My jaw will be getting surgery soon. My stomach hurts every time I attempt to keep food down. And not to mention my digestive system is completely fucked. 

So you want perfection? You want all the boys to want you? You want to be beautiful? 

You’re not going to get that. This is what you’ll get.
You’re further and further away from perfection each second.
No boy wants you because you always smell like puke, blood, and you actually fear even being close to anyone. You become worthless.
Beautiful? No. You become an ugly, horrible monster. Scars, bruises. You can’t go on dates. Refuse to go out with friends. You isolate yourself from everything and everyone.

Still not convinced? Do you still want this?
I’m giving mine out for free. 

I need to reblog this. I need my followers to stop and read this. And I will never not reblog this. You do not need to do this to yourself. I don’t want you to get sick and I don’t want you to die. You are beautiful. Purging is never the answer.

“You don’t have to save me. Just hold my hand while I save myself.”

(via younker)

Posted 2 weeks ago With 107,650 notes